2010 MNET MAMA 2PM and Big Bang Performances and Winners

Finally a 2PM performance I can talk about...this is very non-2PM-ish...that's not even a word, but it is very interesting to see them do this. I'm still bummed out that ALL of my favorite idols weren't in attendance, but I can deal with just 2PM and Big Bang.

OMG...I'm just speechless...it's not even their comeback but I'm amazed at this performance. How can something so simple be so great? LOOK FORWARD TO G.D. AND T.O.P. ON DECEMBER 15TH!!!

And the winners are...

Best Solo Artist: Taeyang


Best Male Group: 2PM!


Best Solo Dance Performance: Rain


Shilla Asian Wave Award: 2PM


Best Male Dance Performance: 2PM
Best Music Video, Artist of the Year, and Album of the Year: 2NE1
Best Female Dance Performance and Song of the Year: Miss A - Bad Girl Good Girl

I'm glad 2PM won so many awards, but I am kind of sad too...I think it was a really stiff competition amongst the nominees, and I don't really know how the votes are made. Fans are allowed to vote online, and according to the online vote results here: http://www.allkpop.com/2010/11/fans-vote-results-for-the-2010-mama-released the results are completely different.

What do you think? Which results do you think are fair or better? I don't know how to base my votes, because I feel that there are a lot of deserving artists out this year. There have been a lot of great comebacks. Granted, I think the female awards were fair, it is the year of 2NE1 and Miss A, even though I'm not a fan...but for the men, it is really hard to decide. I should have seen it coming. Aside from Rain, all the people that were present at the ceremony were the winners, just like American award shows...and this year, A LOT of artists wasn't going to be there...I'm kind of happy, but sad too. It just didn't seem like a fair fight. But I'm also glad that I'm not the one deciding, I really have no idea.

On a final note though, I mean, 2PM definitely came back with a bang this year, and Super Junior never fails to amaze me. But I feel that this year was BEAST's year. They had 2 comebacks before the awards, and they are in the middle of their 3rd comeback for this year! The songs on their album are great, and they have great performances...but maybe next year then. They definitely deserve to win, and I feel that they will get there. They have a lot of potential and I look forward to the day they beat out their sunbaes. I guess I have to look forward to this year's Gayo Daejun and see who will take home the biggest award of all...I hope at least BEAST will win at the end of this year. Speaking of, I didn't get to post their comeback, it definitely is my favorite song so far.

OneDay Celebrating 2PM's Win at MCountdown

I've waited so long for this moment, for the OneDay boys to be together on stage, and to celebrate a win together. I love how they're just complete dorks. Thank you MNET for not cutting their encore short.

Idols' Personal Lives Have Nothing To Do With Us

I don’t know who to be outraged at, because I don’t know who these fans are, but I will just generalize them…they are obsessively possessive people who devote themselves to a certain person or group, but once that person/group doesn’t meet their expectations, they viciously turn on them. There probably is a word for that, you can figure out what that word is. Never in my life have I heard of such crazy people…I mean, living in America, I’ve seen and dealt with crazy fans, but never like this. I’ve talked about these type of people when they were ruining my 2PM’s lives, but now these type of people have resurfaced again. I don’t want to say it’s just the Korean fans in S. Korea, because I’m not sure…but this is really getting ridiculous. Why hasn’t an issue like this been brought up and discussed? Why hasn’t anyone publicly come out and say that their actions are wrong?

Okay, before I get carried away, let me tell you what I’m trying to talk about. Kim Jonghyun from SHINee has officially announced that he is dating Korean actress Shin Se Kyung and it has been news in the Kpop world since it was announced. I’m not a fan of Jonghyun, but I am of SHINee, and I don’t even know his girlfriend, but I can see that they are happy, and I’m glad that they chose not to hide their relationship. I hate it when artists deny relationships, but now I understand why…fans can go crazy because of it. Shin Se Kyung had to shut down her mini-homepage because of all the hateful comments she was getting, and a lot of Jonghyun fan sites have been shut down with anti-fan sites taking its place.

You can read the article here: http://smtownjjang.wordpress.com/2010/10/27/jonghyun-fansites-shutting-down-amid-outraged-shinee-fans/

It’s unbelievable how these fans can get upset over something that has NOTHING to do with them whatsoever. Being a fan means being “the regular supporters and enthusiasts of a team, musician or musical group, entertainer, or other celebrity”…I don’t see it meaning being possessive of people you don’t really know yet having such high expectations for them that if they don’t reach it, you will hate them.

I know these celebrities have to work hard enough as it is, getting injuries, hospitalized, being worked to their breaking points just to satisfy and please fans that will turn on them in a second and make money for other people. I feel bad for celebrities everywhere, because they get their private lives invaded by everyone. They’re just people. I mean, so what if they chose that as their job, it wasn’t to please anyone, it was because that’s what they wanted to do, that’s what made them happy. How would you like it if someone wanted to know your personal business? It doesn’t matter who that person is, a person’s life is their business, no one else’s. It’s bad enough that we have to explain our actions to the people in our lives, to the ones who might not approve of who we are and what we do, but why does anyone have to get approval from complete strangers? If you’re going to support a celebrity, then do that, what are you expecting in return? They try their best to make people happy, and still get crap for it.

It’s one thing for netizens to blow a small matter out of proportion and practically kicked someone out of the country for supposedly being “unpatriotic”, but it’s another thing to get angry when a celebrity you don’t personally know decides to get in a relationship. I don’t get these people? Do they expect their idols to be single for the rest of their lives? Wake up! I always thought idols never admitted to relationships because it was forbidden somehow, but I didn’t think it could be because of this ridiculous situation.

I watched an episode of Strong Heart on it when Se7en was opening up about his girlfriend for the very first time on TV. He was with her for about 7 or 8 years, and while he was in America some scandals arose surrounding her…you can look it up to learn more…but he decided to admit on his homepage that he was in a relationship with her. I guess since he’s been in the business for so long, no one really cares, I don’t know. But SHINee is extremely popular, they’re like the Jonas Brothers over here. But I guess their fans are crazier. Both Jonghyun and Se Kyung are 21 years old, and they are adults who should be allowed to do whatever they want to. It’s their lives, they’re not supposed to live it for anyone else.

I just hate that this stuff happens. What kind of people are they? Don’t they realize that their overreactions can ruin people’s lives? I can’t laugh at the situation, because it happens so often over the dumbest things. I’ve watched stories about Korean celebrities wanting to commit suicide because of haters like that. They need to get a life, one of their own, and not try to live other people’s lives. I hope that this doesn’t affect SHINee, because it shouldn’t. I hope it doesn’t hurt those poor boys…who are younger than 2PM, by the way…I don’t want them to suffer for something this stupid and childish and petty…Cuz I will be pissed.

It’s crazy that just recently in America that they bring up the issue of bullying, when it happens everywhere, and has been happening for a long time now. Forget the cancer or diseases, what we need to get rid of is cyber bullying. This is more dangerous and hurtful than possibly getting physically hurt elsewhere…these kinds of scars take a lifetime to heal. How long are we going to let these people get away with ruining people’s lives like this? Because that is not what you call having any kind of freedom, it’s just abusing that freedom. It’s just so wrong that all these people can get away with doing and saying such hateful things.

2PM Came Back to Win K-Chart on Music Bank

I'm very proud, and not so surprised...I hope they continue to do well before they have to go to Japan, and I know they'll do fine out there...I love I'll Be Back, but the more I watch their performances, the less excited I get...I used to look forward to seeing their outfits, and performances...but now, not so much. I still feel that they are not the same 2PM I know and love, and feel that something is missing somehow. Are they working too hard? Possibly. But where is that spark, that excitement that I used to jump off my computer screen and make me feel like I was actually watching them live? I haven't seen them in concert since there were 7 of them, so I can't really compare...Don't get me wrong, I love this album, and I love that the boys have all improved so much...Chansung singing when all he did was rap...Khun dancing, rapping, and singing very well when he couldn't do either, especially in Korean...They do so well in variety shows, but they rarely get a chance to be on as much as they used to when they were newbies. The Idol Army and Wild Bunny days were the best. I feel that was when we got to see the real, pure, innocent 2PM...but now I feel like they're a bit damaged, hurt...which is understandable. No offense, but I feel like the BEAST boys are quickly catching up, with variety shows, incredible musical talent, and awards to boot. I looked forward to watching BEAST's performance than 2PM's. I feel like they should stay in Korea. I feel like they are back, but not fully...maybe this album and song came out too soon? I mean, look at Super Junior and the issues with their members. They didn't lose 1, they kind of lost 3...I'm sure those members always will be a part of Super Junior, but it seems they bounced back pretty well. They showed a united front, and that they were going to move forward with the support of their fans. 2PM's two comebacks can't really compare to Super Junior's only comeback this year, and they were missing 3 members...but you still felt that they were still Super Junior, they were still the same performers...Maybe it's the companies they come from, I don't know...but I hope 2PM can go back to being the 2PM that blew me away...I will always be their fan no matter what...I just hope that they can come back from Japan better than ever...and prove to everyone that they are still 2PM, the real 2PM...I don't know if you understand what I'm saying, but I was just putting this out there.

2PM I'll Be Back...Comeback

Too bad the cameraman is really weird, and getting footage of fingers and feet instead of their faces when they're performing. I love the look, and the shorter hair for some. Khun looks friggin' adorable in that sweatband/headband. I kinda wish they went back to the 2PM I remember, with a great stage presence and acrobatics...What's up JYP? These boys are full of talent and passion, they have the skills and ability to do so much more, I feel like they are so limited to just this when I know they are capable of so much more.

Forgot to post BEAST's comeback...I'm so proud of these boys, 2 wins in a row from MCountdown. It seems like they're doing well for themselves, and following in 2PM's footsteps since they are kind of from the same company, but very different talents and styles. I love their Mastermind album!

Still 2PM

Love them or hate them, this video has been one of the most viewed and most popular video on YT since its release. This is so similar to the hype around their Again & Again album...the only difference is, they're still doing well in spite of their troubles...that's why they are still 2PM. I'm glad they are coming back right before they go debut in Japan. I just wish they'd stay in Korea a little longer, so I could see them on more variety shows, but I wish them all the best, and I know they'll do well. I look forward to their comeback performance on MCountdown this Thursday! I will definitely be posting that.

My Girlfriend is a Gumiho Episode 16: The Tearful End

It has finally come to an end, although, I wish there were more to watch. This definitely has become one of my all-time favorite dramas, with the right amount of comedy and drama. To utter the same words as my niece, "Is there a sequel?" I wish...how great would it be to have "My Child is a Gumiho"? LOL

I would normally recap the episode, but I really don't want to spoil it for anyone. This is a drama that shouldn't be spoiled. Whoever comes across my blog, even ten or twenty years from now, I want them to be able to watch this episode with no indication on how it ends...because I want you to enjoy the experience. The whole, "is she going to die?" aspect of this whole drama.

There wasn't a lot I was sure of in regards to this drama. I wasn't sure where it was heading, and what was going to happen next, but one thing I am sure of is that this is one definitely true love story...between two beings who are literally worlds apart, but still able to love each other unconditionally and sacrificially.

This has to be one of my favorite scenes between Dong Joo and Dae Woong, because it finally opens up Dong Joo's eyes about Dae Woong, and especially about love. Dong Joo tells Dae Woong that the only way Mi Ho can live is if he takes the bead and holds it in his body to give it the rest of his human ki. After 100 days, Dong Joo would return for the bead. Dong Joo was shocked to see that Dae Woong, without questions or hesitation, practically took a one-shot of the bead. Then firmly tells Dong Joo to come back for it. The look on Dong Joo's face was priceless, because he expected Dae Woong to not do it. This whole time he spent it telling Mi Ho that her love was just a fantasy, but he got to see for his own eyes what Dae Woong was willing to do for love. It wasn't love for just anyone, but something completely not human.

Too bad that was a lie, because Mi Ho was still going to die. Dong Joo finally tells Dae Woong the truth, and I think he has finally learned his lesson. Thank goodness. He meets Mi Ho at the airport, because they are supposed to leave and tells her that in the past, he thought that love meant doing what the person wanted you to do for them. But now he realized that love meant doing what's truly best for that person, and for once, he finally knows what's best for Mi Ho. He finally acknowledges that she wants to spend her remaining days with Dae Woong, that's why he tells Dae Woong the truth.

Mi Ho and Dae Woong spend the remaining days together, attending Dae Woong's aunt's wedding, and creating more memories together. Dae Woong does everything in his power to try to hide how devastated he is by Mi Ho's departure, because he doesn't want her to see him in that condition.

They go to the gym for the very last few minutes together, going back to where it all started. Mi Ho tells Dae Woong to close his eyes and pretend that it is all a dream, so that when he opens his eyes, it won't hurt. She keeps telling him to pretend it all was a really really good dream.

Once he opens his eyes, Mi Ho is gone. He keeps asking himself if it all was a dream, recalling every moment he shared with Mi Ho. The most heartbreaking thing he said at this moment was, "If this was all a dream, then why does it hurt so much?"

That's the extent I'm willing to share, so you can see how extremely tragic their love story is, and also how life-changing love can be, no matter who it is you choose to love. Dae Woong was upset when he found out that even after leaving Mi Ho, she was still dying, and you can see the regret in his eyes for not using that time wisely. I have never seen a man in a drama cry this way, like you could really see that his heart was breaking. I have to give props to Lee Seung Gi for being an extremely talented actor and also for Shin Min Ah for playing a very convincing gumiho. I couldn't picture any two actors that could even come close to filling their shoes for this role. There were A LOT of tears in this drama, from the characters, from the viewers...but it wasn't too much. When Dae Woong or Mi Ho cried, you cried with them, feeling what they were feeling...they pulled you into who they portrayed, they made you root for them (Mi Ho) or want to smack them in the head (Dae Woong). I will definitely not forget this drama, and I am so glad that I decided to give it a chance. There is not one episode that I didn't like watching, because even the bad things were interesting to watch. I'm totally in love with this drama now!!!